secrecy

is there a single person who doesn't have at least a secret in life..? it's gonna be a total bullshit (mind my words) if they say so.. i mean, come on, everyone have secrets... but the difference are whether its a big one or a very small secret that if people finally found out, it's not gonna be a big deal.. but still.. secrets are still secrets right..?

why do people keep things a secret..? it must be because it's kind of a big deal to them right.. ok, ignore i said that there's small and big secrets.. every secret that people have in their life have its own degree of seriousness in it.. and coming back to my question.... why do we have secrets..? well, it might be because that you are ashamed of the thing that you're hiding, or you're scared that people might brag about that thing that you prefer to keep it a secret..it might also be because you're scared that when the thing you're trying to cover up are known by others, then you're gonna be in a big trouble... or it can also be because of you're trying to protect someone you love or you care dearly from getting hurt or anything like that..but, hey, not all secrets have negative vibes in it.. there's also good secrets.. for example, surprising your friend on his or her birthday, surprising your boyfriend/girlfriend with presents cos you just feel like surprising them, or surprising people for fun!

so, what type of secrets do YOU have the most..? the good ones or the bad ones..? it is all up to you what things or incidents that you feel best to keep it a secret.. some secrets are better off kept as a secret, and some secrets are giving ways and lights to others if you blurt it out..

you should think for yourself, ask your guts, whether which one is the best.. do not let the people you're trying to keep a secret from feel betrayed or left out or anything like that once they know the secrets from someone else, when they feel like the secret better off to be told..

for me, hmmm.. secrets are secrets.. i choose to keep it a secret, when i feel like it should be a secret.. but, if i feel like it's bringing more good to blurt it out to others, then i'll just tell it out.. however, if people keeping secrets from me.. and i finally find it out from someone else, then it's gonna hurt me very much inside.. cos i was hoping that person to be the person that i depend most on.. but once you are keeping secrets from me, and when it is obviously have so much to do with me, then i will feel...hmmm...not a very pleasant feeling i can tell you..
and i'll normally leave it like that.. if you are trying to keep it a secret from me, bt then, i end up finding it out from others, then, i'll let it be like that.. maybe that person has their own reasons why do that..

but when it comes to relationship, keeping things a secret, especially when it's not gonna be a secret anymore anytime soon, then i will feel hurt, a bit.. and i prefer to NOT know about that secret, cos it's obviously gonna hurt me more if i do know from others. that person might at least have a little bit of kindness to know that the thing that they're hiding from me, would hurt me at the end of the day...


Somebody said they saw you.

The person you were kissing wasn't me.

And I will never ask you.

I just kept it to myself.



(Chorus)

I don't wanna know

If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.

'cause my heart can't take it anymore.

and if you're creepin please don't let it show.

Oh baby, I don't want to know.

(0hhhh, baby.)




I think about it when I hold you.

When lookin' in your eyes - I can't believe.

I don't need to know the truth.

Baby, keep it to yourself.



(Chorus)

I don't wanna know.

If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.

'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.

and if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.

Oh baby, I don't want to know.




Did SHE touch you better than me? (Touch you better than me?)

Did SHE watch you fall asleep? (Watch you fall asleep, baby?)

Did SHE show you all those things? (0hhhh)

and the things you do to me (do to me, baby)

If you're better off that way,(Better off that way)

then it's more than I can say. (More than I can say)

If you want to do your thing,(Oh!)

Boy, then stay away from me.(Stay away from me, baby)




(P-Diddy)

I know when your where-abouts or how you movin'.

I know when you're in the house or when you crusin'.(uh-huh)

It's been proven - My love you abusin'.

I can't understand how a GIRL got you choosin'.

Undecided, I came and provided my,

Undivided, you came and denied it.(Why)

Don't even try it I know when you lyin'. (Don't even)

Don't even do that I know why you cryin'.

I'm not applyin no pressure,

I just want to let you know,

That I don't want to let you go.(I don't want to let you go)

And I don't want to let you leave.

Can't say I didn't let you breath.

Gave you extra cheese. (come on)

put you in a SUV.

You wanted ice - so I made you freeze.

Made you hot like the West Indies.(That's right)

NOW IT'S TIME YOU INVEST IN ME.

'Cause if not - then it's best you leave. (Holla, yeah)




(Mario Winans)
I don't wanna know.

If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.

'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.

And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.

Oh baby, I don't want to know.

If you're playing me - Keep it on the low.

'Cause my heart can't take it anymore.

And if you're creepin', please, don't let it show.

(0hhhh baby)

I DON'T WANNA KNOW.



~MARIO WINANS - I DON'T WANNA KNOW~